Wednesday, 19 June 2013

YES!

It's the usual morning when I'm almost done with work (I work at nights here in Manila) and the boy has just woke up and is getting ready to leave. (Yes, he works at night too, in LA).

The usual exchange of text messages. Good morning here and there. Random texts and such. Then he said he's leaving for the gym. a random thought came to mind - WOW I AM ENGAGED WITH THIS MAN!

I never ever thought I would get to this point of moment in my life (too sentimental here, I know). But look, another surprise.

Surprises come when you least expect it. I thought I would never fall in love this way. I thought i have given more than my all the last time I fell in love. I thought I wasted all my emotions and time to someone who just left me but left me with more courage and determination that I can and will be a better person. I rose up and realized that crying and dealing with such are for little girls. I am in the real world where people make mistakes and hurt other people. It's human nature.

I know I have hurt other people too, and that should stop me from hating those who have done me wrong. So yes, I have moved on and thank God for blessing me with this new love. This new love who made me even stronger when I thought I've lost it.

I am totally excited in beginning a whole new life with this gift that I received. I can't promise there won't be pain, but I will always be ready to back it up with the all the wonderful blessings surrounding me.

It is a new life being engaged and it's a different one when I am married. One step at a time. I don't know what the future holds, but all I know is it will be with someone who shares the same passion as mine :)

Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know the plans I made for you", declares the Lord. "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future"

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